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Title: Sorta Lost...
Post by: TXangel86 on October 19, 2012, 04:30:05 PM
ok so I started my practice long ago when I was young it called me. As I grew up I kind of leaned away because of hectic life however my interested was always there. Now that my life is well a lil more calm it has called me back especially when I met someone who shared my gift she could see. Well we grew with our gifts as we learned together. A couple months ago she brought in another girl that well I was iffy but I welcomed her. We did "supposedly" a group circle and bonded ourselves as sisters. I didn't feel any different after that but thats when stuff started going wierd. They started bonding and sounds weird but it seemed that anything new I learned or reseached the other girl suddenly new it too and was more advanced feeling on it. Anyway long story short I feel lost since I dont feel like I can improve myself around them and I want to learn to grow (spiritually). I feel so grateful to rainshadow for introducing me to all of y'all :groovin: I feel I have learned so much just reading threads and links that all of you have posted. My question after that long rant lol is what are things I can do to grow I feel research I don't know where to lean towards to. I have been wanting to join a group around me but iffy on paying to join a group. Thanks for any answers I feel that y'all always are great help  ;)
Title: Re: Sorta Lost...
Post by: earthmuffin on October 19, 2012, 05:43:30 PM
I don't recommend joining any spiritual group that requires payments of its members to join. It's a bummer that your friend invited a new girl and now you feel excluded. If I were you, I'd probably just read up on topics that interest me and do my own thing. And maybe attend a few open circles-- good place to get some inspiration and find like-minded folks if that is what you are looking for.
Title: Re: Sorta Lost...
Post by: TXangel86 on October 19, 2012, 05:53:04 PM
Yes I want to be able to talk to people that can either teach me new things or just understand lol. I'm a very visional person.
Title: Re: Sorta Lost...
Post by: Tirya on October 19, 2012, 06:08:01 PM
Not sure where you are in TX, but the idea of attending open rituals is a good one. There's a CUUPS group near me that is doing an open Samhain celebration next weekend, and there are a couple of other local groups as well. I agree with being wary of groups that ask for money to join.
Title: Re: Sorta Lost...
Post by: TXangel86 on October 19, 2012, 06:13:07 PM
Tirya I am from TX but because of the military I am stuck in California. I will be home TX for a couple months and I know I can find something in Austin where I am from. Here in cali most groups require a donation for groups or classes.